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Tuesday, December 12, 2006
woah, it's been long since i last posted or rather updated here.. juz came online to slack abit, gotta carry on mugging later on!
days has been good i supposed, no sch, no work, but juz pure fun i supposed. sat was couz bdae bash, ystd was queen's bdae celebration at j8, she was happy, we're happy too! its been long since we went for 933 events, ystd one was nice, fond memories came back , but the aftermath was bad, cos loneliness and sad memories came rushing back too. i felt the emptiness cos ma left and i dun see her during events anymore.
my heart was empty although i was happy ystd, i was truly happy, juz tt i miss those days where we all will go out every sat no matter wad, the wonderful memories we all had, it juz comes rushing back. kinda sad larh, to only have the nice warm feeling after sooo long.
anws, read his blog, my heart sank, or rather fell to the bottom, nah both means the same. dunno how to phrase it, i cant bear to let go, but kinda suffer if i dun. wad i feel seems to be how he's feeling too, but its kinda complicated though. our hearts felt the same but for different pple, but not between us.
oh wells, we'll see how everyth goes, time to get back to mugging, xmas is coming, i hope santa reads my blog so he'll fufill some of my wishes!hahahah
a new wallet! a big fluffy bear tt i can hug! a watch! a jacket! a BIG ANGBAO!! haha do santas give angbaos?? i doubt so.. haha lastly to help me unveil the secret that has been lying deep under my heart. i wanna see him soon!
